Saturday, February 11, 2006
i shall make this post as cheerful as possible. today had trng(!) at NTU. we were so kan chiong we reached there VERY early. everyone else came in one whole group, except for hazel, natasha, nasima, sya and me. we were early! haha. then when we got on the bus the second level were all invaded by crescent hockers. and we made ALOT of noise. haha. the pitch at NTU is very.. weird. i dunno, maybe it's because i'm so used to delta. but then really. and at the end of trng, our shoes were all covered in those green green thingys. the pitch there is too green. we felt weird playing there at first but we all got used to it in the end. i miss delta! and omg NTU is DAMN BIG! seriously. mrs heng came all the way to NTU today to watch us train, for i dunno what reason. oh and lynnette was sent to NUH cause the ball hit her lower jaws when she was goalkeeping and it bled. poor lynnette.
oh oh. we were all standing around the D to take shot at goals, to train huijun for her goalkeeping. and i scored almost everytime! yay! i was smiling like some crazy person la, each time i scored. haha. then there was this goal i shot, it was a high ball, and it went VERY high, but it still went into the goalpost. yay! haha i was damn happy la. daddy didn't let me go for cyberfair and he wanted me to reach home by 12, cause he saw my maths test result. he even didn't let me go for hockey at first but i argued with him and in the end he gave in. i STILL need to get valentines' day presents, which i wanted to get after trng, but then mummy kept on calling me and pestering me asking where i was. went home straightaway, with hazel. oh oh. boon lay is VERY WEIRD. sorry, but i have never gone to boon lay before. but it really is weird. EVERYONE on the train alighted at boon lay so there was like soo many people going out. so scary. then it was so crowded at the escalator. there was some people who even sat down to wait for everybody to go down the escalator. then there was this VERY LONG queue of people who were queuing up to get free TODAY newspapers, which they were giving out just like that. HAHA. i have never seen anything like it. ok, you may not find it weird but i do. ooh guess what. jane hit a ball and it hit my ankles. damn pain! now there are like three dots on it from the holes of the ball, and it looks as though i have some kind of disease or something. and i twisted my ankle AGAIN during trng. sixth time and still counting.. i think my leg is gonna rot soon from all the injuries. haha.
my body is aching all over man. and i have no idea why. i'm having stitches now and they're really painful whenever i move. and it's so difficult for me to laugh okay! but everyone was so funny it was impossible for me NOT to laugh. HAHA. i want to be able to laugh properly! i think it was because of the physical trng, which we didn't do anything much, by the way. just sit ups + step ups + several sprintings + push ups. only ONE physical trng and im alr aching all over. i'm getting unhealthy. i need more hockey trngs!
my parents want to take away hockey from me if i dun present good results to them. but they just have NO idea what hockey means to me. hockey isn't JUST a cca. hockey was what brought me closer to my beloved teammates. hockey thaught me the meaning of TEAMWORK. hockey made me learn how to work as a team. hockey was what made me HAPPY and cheered me up whenever i was down. hockey made me learn that no matter how good one player is, it is a team's game, NEVER an individual game. and btw joan, hockey IS a BEAUTIFUL game. so i AM going to do whatever i can to stay in hockey, because if you take away hockey from me, you take away EVERYTHING. and that is why, no more msn for me, no more computer for me. well, maybe occasionally i will blog. study study study! practice practice practice! so byebye msn! byebye computer.
daddy has an adidas shoebag and he REFUSES to give it to me! it's damn nice la. he claims he needs it for swimming. hmph!
friday.
ok so anyway, went school with joan again, as usual. joan! we must persevere to take the 6.10 train! we reached school at about 7++ la today. and i dun like joan! because i just hate it when she's right and i seem to be ALWAYS losing in any arguments we have. hmph! oh. got back maths paper back. DAMN LOUSY. nvm, must persevere and work harder. you can do it, nadiah! pe worsened my aching. we had physical during pe today. and mrs heng was VERY NICE she let us off half an hour earlier. so we had "bonding sessions" with our jnrs. everyone went to crowd around the jnrs. HAHA. huiyi's a LOSER! xD oh. went home damn early la! i had no one to stay back with cause everyone was going home. so i went home with sarah. HAHAHAHAHA DAMN FUNNY! i was laughing like shit la! until my stomach hurt alot. but it was very hilarious! other people must've thought we were crazy. HAHA. we kept on playing the staring game and SURPRISINGLY, i won alot of times! thats kinda surprising because i'm ALWAYS the one who ends up laughing first. HAHA. AND sarah kept on bluffing me that there was a guy who was her friend. and she sounded SO CONVINCING! seriously. i know it was only a bluff but she looked so convincing! HAHA. so she waved to her "friend" when we were alighting the train at jurong east. and there was this guy who thought sarah was waving at him la. HAHAHA! then when we board the train at jurong east she claims that there was another of her "friend". and i made her wave goodbye to her "friend" when she was alighting the train at bukit batok. HAHA DAMN FUNNY! i kept on laughing and laughing la. spastic sarah.
thursday.
oh oh. the morning was funny man. went to school with joan, and the train was VERY crowded cause the previous train didn't come so the 6.10 train ppl and the 6.15 train ppl all got crammed into one train. and it was so crowded i couldn get to joan and we kept on msging each other. oh. then when we reached buona vista, i think, alot of people went out. then i could've gone to joan but instead i went further. HAHA. so in the end she came to me. HAH. ok so anyway, i dunno why but on thursday i was depressed. i couldn't even pay attention during home econs and i kinda got mine and sarah's pizza burned. SORRY SARAH! HAHA. and then for some reason, after school, before pbl, i just broke down and cried. oh man i'm such a baby. thank god no one noticed or it'd be such an embarassment. but then i was okay alr by the time pbl came. and pbl was funny! i kept on laughing and laughing. HAHA. oh and my specs broke la! i was about to put it on because i was trying to be guai and pay attention to what mrs neo was saying then it suddenly broke. wth. too bad petrina won't be seeing me in my specs! hah! oh and i found out the difference between oral and anal sex. ooh. looks like huiyi knows soo much more than me abt these kind of stuff huh huiyi? haha. then we had physical trng today! we were supposed to go gym but no one wanted to pay so we decided to do physical. didn't do anything much, really. but i was still tired at the end. oh and omg i sprained my ankle yet AGAIN. at delta. omg la. i was walking down the steps and then out of no reason i suddenly tripped and landed hard on the ground, twisting my ankle. and do you know how BIG the steps at delta are? they're damn big okay. damn pain can. it still hurts now. fifth time and still counting... i think i seriously need walking lessons man. oh. when i reached home i received this AWFUL AWFUL news. and i just broke down and cried again. i just couldn't take it. first in school and now at home? everything just keeps tumbling down one by one and all i can to do is to swallow them down and just pretend everything is alright. when it's not.
Everything is alright. If I just breathe. Breathe.ok. i realised alot of my sentences contains "HAHAHA" or "HAHAHA DAMN FUNNY". haha. LONG LONG post!
(5:29 PM)
